So last month my brother went to L.A for E3 entertainment expo, Though one thing, His friend LEFT MY FREAKING MP3 PLAYER IN THE DAMNED CAB IN L.A!!!

so I'm making him pitch in to help me get a PSP, (Playstation portable)

and later on down the road this july I got my hair bleached blonde for my grandfather's annaversary, he died July the 13th 2004, i'm sure you wouldn't have to look far back to see my two posts about leaveing and comeing back,


After my Recent comeback with my newly found Digital art skills, I'm also taking up Animated avatar's for Forums and stuff like that, but anyways

Yesterday I got invited to my friend's birthday party thought it would be fun to get out of the house once in awhile,

(Keep in mind I only stay in the house cause its safe, and Homeschooling doesn't give me alota options otherwise my family is my friends, Cousins 'N junk....)

So basicaly I went over after fridgeing my brother's dinner as I usualy do,

locked the house and went over with my stuff and brand new bathing suit, and then found my friend Jewel, two of her friends and her grandmother who just recently pulled into the driveway,

So for the few minutes it was okay just wandering around amiasly til jewel's other friend came over 'Maddie'
not that I was angry that she looked like what I've always strived for, perfect hair clothes body, Guhnk, but i'm not That pissed,

exept for when we sat in the liveing room and I just wanted to Mute them to hell, they were like Plastics from Linsey lohan's movie Mean girls,

Then that girl Maddie took my Tuke (hat) and kept it away from me, Jesus like it wasn't horror enough to look so pudgy, every one of them had peirced ears,

So after the Ridicuel I had to go through me and at least one of the normal girls, Jenny got to ride in Jewel's grandmother's Truck,

when we got there Maddie strutted around saying she was donald trump and that I was bill gates, once we actualy got to where the birthday party was being held the inside of the waterslides, I just wanted to go to sleep, I just sat there because I hated what they were, Plastic,

Yes, HELL YES, I am a momma's girl, >.>
I like haveing responcability, so I just fudrucking sat there,
Untill Jewel's mother and grandmother asked if I wanted to go on the River Raft Tube ride, I was edgey before because I nearly broke my neck on it last year,

So Jewel and the other girls continued to Ignore me,

Okay, Why the Fuct did she invite me if I was gonna be ignored to this extent, Thats when I told her i'm not comeing back next year, that was final, and what did she do, sprayed me with a watergun and laughed,

Right in my face!!

There and then, I put on my pants and hoodie and tuke and dried off my hair and face, I prolly didn't even notice I had sunburn, and I waited for them to get ready to leave, before then I went on a few rides with the Ladies and a tube ride with all of them, I flipped over going on one of the bumps, Dislocated my left pinky,

So HAPPY FUDRUCKING BIRTHDAY You ignorant biznatch!!

okay I feel better even though my burns and pinky don't,

Anyways my brother just bought his first car, its nice and red,
and my parrents sold their camaro car for a nice 13 thou,


So, its been a pretty cruddy few days, i'm trying to do my best to keep drawing, but its hard to hold down the damn paper,
near impossible to sleep with burns and a dislocated pinky,
Figureing out how to make a even 30 bucks to get to 200 dollars so my brother can pitch in some,

This has been a long overdue jounral Entry but glad I could do it before I passed out,